Greetings From Florida,
I know i have not written anything in awhile. I really have not done anything exciting. At least nothing i can talk about. My job at the psych place is always interesting. Never a dull moment. the ones from corrections i think are the saddest. Because psych problem is what probably got them in jail to begin with.
When they are with us they can be themselves and not have to worry about being harassed or anything like that for awhile. They are the best behaved of all the patients they do not demand anything they take their meds for the most part and just genuinely really Thankful to be here.
They said in orientation when a man is getting raped in prison the guards do not do anything as long as they hear screaming when that stops that is when they step in. This really bothered me still does. I guess the guards do so much and then they let other prisoners take care of the rest of the discipline.
The guy who is sitting on death row for killing my brother, spent like a year in prison before he was let out on early parole , when he got caught with a underage girl he broke his parole but he also knew he would be going in as a child molester. So the prisoners in their own world do not put up with this , i am thinking this guy who killed my brother saw what they did with child molesters or maybe he had it done himself i don't know , he just saw the writing on the wall and needed protection so he killed himself a cop my brother.
During the trial i kept looking at this guy thinking he looks allot like my brother, everyone thought i was crazy, maybe. Or maybe it was just God's way to help me forgive him i don't know.
they say that i will know when they bring in a patient who has been raped he has no soul in his eyes. there is just a dark stare, They had a guy who had been raped who lay ed in the fetal position for 2 days and then slowly came out of the place where he was.
I know Vicki quit being so depressing. Sorry, Yesterday i went and interviewed for a position at the state correction center here. I don't know if i got the job or not they said that they would recommend me for the job whatever that means.
I think it will be a good experience because i will get clinical experience, which is all good. the prison sits right next to a winery, they lands surrounding the prison are very peaceful and beautiful . I saw a couple of Heron grazing there. Then you have the winery's orchard surrounding it.
I guess i will know soon if i got it or not.
In the meantime on to lighter subjects, My puppy Gidget is now four pounds she is getting big and just as sweet as ever. Taz is up to 15 pounds. he is still stubborn but he is beautiful.
the weather has been typical Florida weather for this time of the year. We have had thunder showers like every afternoon, it keeps things green and we need the water.
Ian is out of school he was supposed to be in pottery camp this week but they did not get enough kids so Ian is home this week with me. Next week he starts his guitar lessons.
Yes I got suckered into that. When i bought him the guitar he said " thank you mom this is what i always wanted this is my lifelong dream." Yeah i heard that one before. Seriously though i do hope he likes it and does good in this.
Well i need to get on with my day, I hope everyone is having a great day. Peace
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